Back to Yoga

 April 22, 2023

It has been three and 1/2 months since the "Event". My scar is healing, my surgeon has given me permission to start going back to my "normal life".  Is life every actually "normal" after a crisis?  I am not sure that any of us ever return to our prior selves after we have looked at death, but hopefully, we move forward, a little bit wiser and with more compassion. 

Yesterday, I went back to my yoga studio and did two sessions. It felt fabulous! 

As I told my yoga teacher about my cancer scare, she shared that her mother had a similar experience and she had the same exploratory surgery. In her mother's case, the surgeons found cancer throughout her pelvis and she did not survive. Listening to her story, reminded me of how lucky I am. Not everyone get's good news. 

Yesterday, I finally sent my passport away for renewal, and I'm beginning to cautiously considering traveling again. 

Today, I am even thinking that I might have a 70th birthday party.  

When I closed my blog last month, I thought that being on the other side of the surgery, complications and biopsy results, was going to be the end of my journey, but today, I realized how nice it is to keep writing. 

It is strange, since no one will read this, but somehow, that isn't the point. Just writing about my steps to recovery, makes it feel more real. 

I am back to cleaning out closets, sorting through the kids toys, arranging our Little Free Library and just being normal, is such a gift. 

We have a Ukrainian flag flying on our porch. It reminds me of how many people cannot even imagine having a "normal" day. 

I welcome this new season. It was 94 degrees yesterday, the roses are blooming like crazy (they appreciated me leaving them alone this winter) and my mind keeps wondering back to getting a puppy to walk. 

Life feels pretty great in many way.  


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