Pre-op day

 So far, I am a "go'" for surgery, despite my persistent runny nose. No cough, no fever and no green gunk, so I am thinking I will stay on the surgery schedule. 

I am nervous, the way one is nervous about giving birth. Not nervous enough to want to delay, and yet, nervous enough to know the process will change my life forever. And, as with birth, I just have to get through it, there is no turning back.  Melissa and Natalie are going to be taking shifts, Gene will pace, and I will sleep through the whole thing. 

After surgery, I am looking forward to Kylie continuing to read "The Barrowers" aloud to me, and Coopie and I will constrict another Lego bag toward finishing the exploratorium. Liza and I can work on our "Witches and Wonder" coloring book, and Sam is a great story teller. The little ones will stay at a distance until I can manage their enthusiasm. I anticipate a quiet house, while the group gather and eat at Natalie's. It is very nice having Natalie's compound so close.  

Thanks for all of the movie and TV series suggestions, I have quite a list. Hoping I will be up and out before I get through them all. 

I am so grateful for all of your cards and well wishes. I feel surrounded by caring people who are willing and able to help out. Gene may need support more than I will, he is carrying the burden of things for now. 

Well, back to my hot lemon and honey tea. 



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